I don't really work at being progressive, or open-minded. It just happens. To me all parts of life are so uncertain. What is truth, friendship, life, death, happiness? It's all up in the air.
I'm not sure how people don't see the moral ambiguities of daily life. There are so many shades in situations, conversations, opinions and most are dependant on point of view.
I think too much. I admit that. People literally make decisions every second and don't seem to wonder about the consequences, or realities, or the need to ponder different angles. Truth is just truth to them. They just don't think about how it's not true to someone else. That blows my mind.
Of course, there is much to be said about paralyzing yourself with thoughts and not actually acting. I follow my own course in life, make my own rules. Some echo societies rules and some do not at all. I can only exist by doing what feels right, as long as it doesn't hurt others. Even then sometimes, what feels right hurts someone else because they are overly sensitive about something or their expectation is higher than it should be, or any other numerous reasons. If you are happy, and not hurting others (in a reasonable way) then what is the problem? Yet, lots of times it is a problem. I should have taken that second helping, or said thank you again later in the day, or i should have helped more for a friend, even though it would be at the cost of my creativity. I should have given more at work, or less of my opinions to others.
Does anyone else feel like they are stage center in some sort of crazy meaningless circus act?
No comments:
Post a Comment